The over step of human's limit

这个世界上，只有你们能闹脾气 ，
只有你们可以为所欲为！

一旦发生在自己身上 ，
你就是千古罪人
你不听教
你脾气臭
你是恶魔
你错
你不对
你该死
你混蛋

你他妈说的就是道理
我说的就他妈的烂借口！

我知道你们的脾性
我不断的迁就，不断包容

而你们就不断得寸进尺，
不断吞食别人的忍耐
不断剥夺别人该有原则，该有的脾气

我必须认命，
认了你们无所谓，无端端，无起因的神经

而我就是活该必须一直道歉
就是活该必须一直低头认罪

是我一直以来不断的让步，吞声忍气惹来的祸还是什么？

而我不这样，一切变得怎么样！？
真的无力再去应付了！

别这样好吗？
这真的会把人逼进死角，
人,真的疯！

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The challenge came finally

Well, it's a throwback post...

I interviewed finally...
The first interview in my life...

Feel nervous, feel complicated...

Everything move smoothly on that day.
God really blessing me all the way!

And now I should wait an announcement from them,
Wish me luck!

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I used to it...
But I really wish, it might add some fireworks to light up my life...

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Where is your true friend?

你真心的朋友，遇见了吗？

活了18年，
我遇过很多我认为是陪我走到最后，陪我白发喝下午茶的老闺蜜...
而他们只是在我生命里无所谓的过客...

而今天，
我有了4个我不希望是过客，能在我白纱落地他短纱相依，一起带着自己的老伴出游，嘲笑着对方白发怎么越长越多，一起从当年喜欢出来血拼而慢慢变得双脚只允许坐着喝个花茶的闺蜜...

他们4个并不是同一个类型，品格，性格

有一个，
长的成熟稳重，但是那只是别人看到的，
我看到的是一个需要人保护，需要学着独立的孩子,
别人认为他也只是这样，但是我知道他有这样，那样，别样，还有每一样！！！

有一个，
疯疯癫癫，大家觉得没什么起眼的孩子
但是，在我的世界里，他是个不能少的角色，他的声音别人会听得模糊，但是我能清楚的听得见他心里的那句...

有一个，
看似样样都行，称得上女强人的孩子
而我看到的是一个因为身边没有一个完美的，所以自己尝试变完美，这样的角色因为没有人扮演，所以他自己来上演了
但是，他又是多么希望身边有一个能取代他的，让他也当一个小队员而不是那个什么都自己来的队长

有一个，
无论上至下左至右我说甚么都可以，他什么都行的孩子，
伪装的坚强，无所谓，但是他却是我那个最需要爱最怕寂寞的孩子，
可能大家都很像的关系，他是那个最懂得安慰我，而我自认为是他最适合的肩膀，最梦摸到他痛楚的...

我很感慨我拥有几个可以在我言语不清，说什么什么的时候，他们了解明白什么什么到底意味着什么...

几个懂你的闺蜜胜过一群各取所需，玩攻心计的朋友...

偶尔吵吵架，过后喝喝茶，
架没什么吵，但是我觉得我们需要来一个世纪大打架😂😂

我们不怎么吵架*这个不包括最后一个孩子*，意见不和会有，但是大家都是善忘的孩子，过一会就没事了...

说到吵架，
我和最后一个孩子不能说是吵架
应该说大家不懂吃了哪国的辣椒，说话不是你叉我，就是我捅你
但是叉到的都是我的虚，捅到的是他的弱...

我找到我的真挚，你找到你的真实吗？

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10月了，
将会有一个不一样，全新的挑战迎接我，

不管怎样，
我会奋斗到最后！！！

晚安了，我的闺蜜

晚安了，我的家人

晚安了，我的Mr.Right

晚安了，我的王子们

晚安了，读者们

晚安了，我的内心

Never give up!

是不是有一段时间没有看我用中文来更新贴子了？

好吧

今天就用中文更新呗

说说什么好呢?

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选择往往让我模糊了自己

是我的迟疑还是什么？

我自己真的不清楚

只知道------迷茫

要还是不要 ？

冒险独立还是乖乖牌？

还是一切只是我的害怕和懒散?

/.\

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现实只是让一个孩子了解到，

他必须在这个残酷的社会努力让自己活得更好！

谁不想高枕无忧?

谁不想天天鱼翅漱口？

说透些，

爱钱没有错

只是，一切都需要一个点

那叫deadline

过了那个点就会让别人讨厌

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我把一切想得太过简单了

有点想放弃的悬念

但是

我还是会坚持

坚持到底一定会得到想要的东西！！！

这一切才刚开始，

我并没有别人一样

受幸运神的眷顾和疼爱

所以我知道我必须要付出的比别人多！

就算机会渺茫

但我还是会坚持！！！

只能说，

我想达到的和告知大家的结果

必需压后告知....

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谢谢一路支持我的孩子们

就算只是一个信息／一句话

但那已经足够！！！

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오늘밤    긑

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The End 

Im tired

Everything moving fast ...
I really can't get the pitch 

It really make me tired,
And tonight, I just feel wanna cry....
Cry out loudly!
Sorry, Im just tired to pretend I'm strong...

Don't worry, Even I'm tired,
But I'm still have to put on back my mask tomorrow...
And just give me a night to be weak and cowardly...
Just a Night,
When you wake,
I'm still the one...

Even I stop, but everyone still moving...

So Please,
Be really nice to me, I'm almost fall down without any helper...

I'm really tired.....

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Hey

Fifa end Finally...

Germany was just....

Can't find a suitable word >< xD

And Mario, gv you a like!
Haha

I'm actually support Argentina
Higuain just have a nice kicked even that can't help their team to score

Argentina! You guys did the best!!

And Messi, you deserve it!!!

Boring on my update about football?
hehe, I'm just a lil football fancy while fifa
World cup!  Xp

And....
It's my day!

Thanks to my beloved mother to bring me Here the wonderful world!
18Th years!

That's awesome to me,
God, Please blessing to all of my love ,stay peace and healthy...
May you blessing us all the best At the future!!

More article will update soon

Stay tuned

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July baby

hey
 july baby is here to update her blog

everything suddenly go fast !

yes ,

 it's really happen when you need more time to complete your work...

im doing research everyday...

i know , 

something incredible gonna happen soon !!

im using English to update my post

 just because im trying to improve my english =)

i know there must have something weird on grammar or maybe sentences making 

tell me if i really got that =)

i'll correct it and be thankful ^^

well,

there's a secret to show you guys what im doing recently ...

just keep it ...

i'll tell you guys the answer when i get what i want =D

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after i graduated ,

i knew and learned a lot
something about life


friend ,
i have a lot of friends
but!
there was only few of them i really know
know deeply
as chinese said, 知己/ 闺蜜 / 兄弟
true friend

someday ,
when i am down
i slide my phone contact ,
i just wanna talk to someone that can keep it
i slide from the start til the end ...
just few of them i really can do ...

yesterday ,
i deleted all those contact that i less and even didn't try to call or msg
and the rest are only my family and few of my true friends
i laughed when i did that ...
is that my problem to got that ?
i think no,
all i know is ,
luckily ,
i still have them
i can tell you there are 4 of them...
only
yes ,just only 4
for me its really luckily and too much get true of them!!
thanks that i meet all of you my honeyssss =')

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today she told me ,
there is too difficult to get along nicely with people
im absolutely agree with that !!
and she told me thank you that i can get along with you !
im really happy that heard what she said ...
yes,
maybe im happy about all of my true heart are agree and receive by them
thank you!


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have to be more concentrate and strong on what im looking on...

Life can't be smoothly ,
it has a lot of stones to block your way,
the people,things,work....
i'll b more stronger to push away those stones ,
and my own success way!!!

perfect life is create by yourself ,
not born to be !


people there..
yes ,
who reading my words
let's get up and do your way to make those who hate you ..
when you success one day ,
walk in front and tell them loudly who are you !!
i can sure that ,
they will more hate you just because of your success

hater=jealous+jealous+jealous


to those hater ,
i  will come back and tell you im the one who you hate from head to toe



T  R  I  C  I  A     P  A  N  G 


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night everyone =)

more article will update soon


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